31 August 2008

Love Can Last Forever If You Want It To . . .

Love is the strongest and
Most fulfilling emotion possible
It lets you share your goals, your desires, your experiences
It lets you share your life with someone
It lets you be yourself
With someone who will always support you
It lets you speak your innermost feelings to someone
who understands you
It lets you feel tenderness and warmth
A wholeness that avoids loneliness
Love lets you feel complete

But in order to have
A successful love relationship
You must make a strong commitment to each other and love
And you must do and feel everything within your mind and body
to make this commitment work

You must be happy with yourself
And you must understand yourself before you can expect someone else to be happy with you or to understand you
You must be honest about yourself and each other at all times
And not hold any feelings back
You must accept each other the way you are
And not try to change each other
You must be free to grow as individuals yet share your life as one
But not live your life through each other
You must follow your own principals and morals
And not follow what societal roles tell you to do
You must follow the philosophy that men and women are equal
and not treat either person with inferiority in any way

In order to have
a lasting love relationship
You must be together always in your heart
but not necessarily always in your activities
You must be proud of each other and love
and not be ashamed to show your sensitive feelings
You must treat everyday spent with each other as special
and not take each other or your love for granted
You must spend time talking with each other everyday
and not be too busy with outside events that you are
too tired for each other
You must understand each other’s moods and feelings
and not hurt each other intentionally
but if your frustrations are taken out on each other
You must both realize that it is not a personal attack
You must be passionate with each other often
and not get into boring patterns
You must continue to have fun and excitement with each other
and not be afraid to try new things
You must always work at love and your love relationship
and not forget how important this relationship is or
what you would feel like without it

Love is the strongest
And most fulfilling emotion possible
If you live
Your commitment to love
You will live your dreams
Between awakenings . . .

>> I Love you Matthew Tan <<



28 August 2008

emo.insane.prediction.expectation.life

I'm emo...
It's been a long time since I got emo...
Well, it happenes in a sudden...
Good or bad?
I don't know...
Obviously bad right?
Why am I talking and answer to myself?
Sound insane.
My previous blog archive,"Everything happens for a reason".
But, why am I emo without any reason?
Am I trying to escape something?
Am I being negative?
Isn't good to plan for the future?
I should have a good future, why am I afraid of?
Afraid of losing something? Or someone?
Isn't good to "predict"?
Prediction.
It's always out of our expectation.
Or, I should say things always happened which iz out of our expectation.
Suprise? Excitement? Or luck? Life is always full of suprise, excitement and luck?
We control our life or God controls us?
Some might say we control our life, we are the one who choose to walk to the right/wrong path, to make decision. Conclusion? We control our life.
However, some might say God controls us. God already prepare a schedule to each of us.
I'm doubt.
Well, many questions and thought came along.
"Live life to the fullest", what is the meaning behind it?
Friends always said that live life to the fullest.
I am wondering and I 'm very confuse, am I?
What is the definition of it?
How to achieve it?
I'm trying so hard to understand.
Study hard and get a good result, play hard, enjoy your life, having a good job with a high salary, being a millionaire, happy family, happy marriage, peace, appreciate every single moment we have, travel around, friends who always be there whenever we need them, or having a bf/gf who treats u loves u sayang u....?
Is this considered as living life to the fullest?
I'm kinda lost and I don't know what I want actually.
Ya, I do have a bf who loves me a lot, and I do love him loads too.
I do have best friends who always cheer me up, listen to me, be there for me whenever I need them.
I am studying the course that I dream of, which is design course in The One Academy.
I'm playing hard whenever I go to club, hang out with my friends, yumca....
But I still don't get what does "live life to the fullest" means?

I'm so confuse and a little bit lost right now. *sigh*
Trying so hard to be fine, but somehow, I can't do it, in this moment.


27 August 2008

*Funnie us* during our yumca session again


Haha, that day we (Angie, Jasper, My baby and I) went to
the Asian Food Hse @ Uptown again~! After that,
went to Hometaste yumca with Chris + Wei Chung.
We did some silly pose
*lol*
Here we go....



Geisha No.2


Geisha No.3

Geisha No.4

Twin Geisha xD


Try to guess what is my baby saying?? HaHa~

ASS

HOLE

CI

BET
(Lol, chris's fault..alwis say cibet cibet =D)

Geisha No.5

Geisha No.6
Doesn't look like Geisha too...mana tu EYES?


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>> Original Pose << Pose title: Geisha No.1
- By JOCELYN GOH -




24 August 2008

Everything happens for a reason

Sometimes people come into our life and you know right away that they were meant to be there to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help
figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming
those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power
or heart.

Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight,
flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life.
The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from.
In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things.
Make every day count.
Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.

Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen.
Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high.
Hold you head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you.

Create you own life and then go out and live it.

My past few days

Well, didn't update my blog for 4 days!
Wow~ Sounds long.
Been busy doing...hrmmm..
Well, frankly speaking, I hardly remember what I did for the past few days! *shyt*!
Owh! Got it! Thursday late night went to SS15 Mcd yumca plus gave my baby another SUPRISED :P
Angie stayed over my hse becos of her sisters all slept dy plus she had no keys~hAHa
We didn't sleeep for the whole night until the next day morning, and we pergi eat dim sum at 8am~ Geng le!
P/S: Za bou, thanks for yr dim sum ^v^ and I lurve to chit chat wif u! Muacks.


Well, thursday? Awww, suffered a lot due to my "Stewpid aunty visit" ! Ish!
Pain like hell (T_T)
Luckly, my baby's mother gave me 2 tablets of panadol, at least reduce some of the pain.
Thought of going Maison, but because of I was having stomach pain, plus, Terence cancel the plan..
So, in conclusion, Maison night cancel (-_-)


Friday? A very tiring day + whole day makan ^^
Went shopping with my baby, baby's mom and Aunty Nicole.
Eat eat makan makan shopp shopp eat eat again~
Wow lao.
Really gain weight lo macam ini.
But I did enjoy the day I spent with them.


Saturday. HoHoHo, happening day for me and muh baby!
We went to Summit thought of wanna watch movie, end up, we decided to get Zohan DVD from Ah Wei's shop den balik rumah makan. We had our lunch there, then went to ss15, then when we reached Shah Alam right..
My sui poh Chris called me up~
"Yumcaaaaa wei~! The curve Kim Gary wei~!"
Lol... So........we drove all the day to The curve :P
before that went to pick up Jasper and also called Angie along too ^^


Well, stwepid Kim Gary doesn't have smoking area on weekend! Ish!
We saw there had nt much customers, of cos la, who ask them to close down smomking area during weekends! *bleuk*
End up, we went to Charm Cafe crap crap eat eat laugh laugh...
We were the NOISIEST! Alwis... :pPpPpppP
Beside, bump to Jonathan Lee and Kayti =)



My silly baby ever...
*lurve lurve* you so muchie~!


baby, cut yr misaiii!!!
*Argh*

Camwhoring while waiting my baby finished.........*puuutttt-puuuuutttt*!
=p tao apa tu?

Awgh, I don't like muh freckless T.T






Charms Cafe @ The Curve


HaHa, Misss Chris must be thinking..."cibet cibet cibet....!" LOL

Jasper . Angie

Well, Chris, this isn't my forever signature lo :P
iz secondary sahaja jek.
*Geisha*! Ahaha


Menu with da ling-long~! cute! creative! special menu! BUT, sangat de NOISY! ~



Ah yer! Both of them ....are GAY!'
My baby (T_T)

I lurve this Cendol, tasty and sweeet!
Rm3.50 sahaja neh!


Wow lao, these 2 drinks har, really need to PROMOTE wei~
Left: Soya Cincao, but looks like Teh Ice
Right: Lime Juice, but looks like Ice-Water
Excellent!
Bravo!
(What the hell...)


Group picture...without my baby inside ge (@_@)
Kenapa Jasper sit like..macam tu...hrmmm...
nak ambil passport picture?!?!
HaHA~

All of us ignored my baby only..
haha..
Kesian my baby lar


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Night, went to find my baby at Jasper house...
watched Wanted and makan ramly burger!
Damn nice wei~ Damn ons wei xD
5.40am balik rumah oi oi
zZZzzZzzzz

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20 August 2008

Should I or Shouldn't I

Yes, I'm having my damn holiday now! *yay*! Finally I can rest for another 2 1/2 weeks..! Well, I feel so boring la sometimes during da holiday (=_=) Feel a bit weird and uncomfortable without assignments *weird* right! I wanna watch on demand so much, but my parents and muh stewpid brother alwis watch til so late *sniff-sniff*! I still haven't finish watchin the HK drama, dog and cat de... Sob!

Owh yea, as my title stated, "Should I or Shouldn't I" is..actually mentioning about... Should I go back to Taiwan? Or shouldn't I? Mom asks me whether wanna go back Taiwan or not since I'm having holiday right now. Tapi....tapi..saya still struggling and thinkinggg HARD! I didn't go back for 1-2 years dy~ Reason why I wanna go back because I wanna shopping *it's SUMMER* wei; reason why I don't wanna go back becos I will misss muh za bous muh sui pohssss especially muh BABY!!!!!!! How How HOw~~!~!~!~! haha..stil thinkingg... Must come out a decision by this FRIDAY...the latest! Arghhh~!~!~!

19 August 2008

wif my baby & lovely za boussssss

18/08/2008 Monday

We were hanging out at Arios, Sunway Pyramid


My baby really look like a NERDY with that spec!
Book worm~?
Most handsome book worm~!
Wahahah~^^



Joann, u wanna hide behind the BREAD?
Well, do u know what is*Mission Ipossible*?
LOL

I'm seriously dont know how to....comment ... =,=


- F o r e v e r-
I love you all so much you know~!?!


My sweeetest and nicest za bousss!
Angie . Joann


I look so damn ugly in this picture, but my baby looks so
handsome...so...just post only la !!!!~!
Plus, I am sick sick sick sick SICK....
so I look damn "chan" wei


鬼面
Chinese tranlation = GHOST FACE
(=_=) Fantastic translation! Damn!




19/08/2008

It located at Uptown, PJ
Foodsss from my hometown wei~!~!~!
Highly recommend this restaurant =V=




My silly baby doing silly face again~

before makan makan....ambil pictureeee sin :P

why muh eye bag loookkked so BIG wei
=(((

kawaiiii Angieee~
I lurveee yr dipple!!! Argh!

Well, I ve forgotten the name of this dish de~
but, Angie said damn nice~
expensive but worth to eat!

Woohooo~ This is Traditional Beef Noodle (If I'm nt mistaken!HaHoho)
Damn damn damn......f*cking......nice delicious yummy tasty spicy!!!
Woooo~! Rm8.80 only!!!! The portion is big.....so worth to eat too
(Why am I sound like a "promoter" or "Advertiser"? Promoting the food only~LOL)

Da-da....I wanna start eatingggg lu =v=

Yeah man, enjoyingggg muh food wei~


HAHAHAHA, damn funnie wei baby~!
You look like a RABBIT? Nah nah nah... I think...
is hamster..?? xD
p/s: I think my baby got attracted .....by me? Nah, iz da traditional beed noodle :P

My silly baby



Angie, why yr hair is flying ga?
Magic?????????


After makan, take another pic sin :P
really camwhore WEI!I!II!!I!I!I

Seeexxxyyy~


HUGE sunglasses~
HAHA
DamnCHUn wei~
but of cos, I wont buy it and WEAR it in the public place!
p/s: Wow my baby looks so handsome wei :P *mwah*

HAHAHAHA....
Za bou, mana lu punya forehead???

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After our window shopping and yumca session~
We went for our movie session *Wall E*
A very funny, nice, touching and emotional movie
* Wall E vs Eva*
*Matthew vs Joce *
(Ekek) ^v^

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Balik Angie's hse ambil Coco to subangggggg find Joaannn and yumca~
Coco iz real excited when inside muh car!
Running and jumpinggg around

Well... Guess what is it?
..HAMSTER..
Went to a pet shop...cos Angie sent her dog for grooming....
then I saw the worker was cleaning the habitat for the hamster..
haha *interesting*

I lurve this husky...
I wanna have ONEEEEE!!!




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Yumca at Darussalam den balik rumah~


- END of the day -
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