Being happy....

"Being happy is not always being perfect. Happiness can be found with someone near when you look closely and discover the good in their heart."

I wish I can find back my happiness as soon as possible =)
Hate crying !

I realize something which is really true.
I should look forward, but shouldn't look backward.
Never ever look back to the past,
we should appreciate the moment we have now and look forward to the future.
As I realized that I feel much more happier when I never think of my past.
Memories kill me.
Especially bad memories.

Throw away all the bad & sad memories but only keep the good memories.
I should lock it deep inside my heart.
There are some terrible memories...
I'm trying so hard to let it go..
although it had happened almost 1 yearr ago....
I will never forgive...............
NEVER!


After the incidents, I have learned something...
Which is
shouldn't trust a person easily,
no matter how long and how well u know that person
The person is still going to hurt you someday.
I was so regret that I had put too much trust on that person
isn't good to be too naive and innocent sometimes.
That was the bigggest mistake that I had made in my life.
I will never ever let it happen again.

I'm lovin it

At first I thought of staying at home to do muh assignment...
but..some "incident" happened..and made me cried like hell (T_T)....
after crying..eyes so de tired.....and very de no mood *sigh*...
my baby Matthew, Joann and Angie cha bou @ Mcd, ss15...
Thus, I decided to go Mcd and find them~
but, I told my baby that I was actually going to sleep.......
because I was actually wanna gib him a suprised :P
HeHeHe~^^

cam whore @ Mcd

I lurve this pic alotz~
so cute ^^
Baby, I so de lurp lurp u =)

Angie za bou! kept on complaning Mcd's internet connection
damn sucky wei!
*I Love muh Angie Cha bou wei*!

Joann so de rajin re-doing assignment~
waaaa I LURVE U TOOOOO~~!~!~!xD

Do u feel like punching me????

COCO on screeen too~
wondering y everyone of us were laughing?

My baby said I looked like sedusing the ice-cream

HAHAHAHAHA
*I yum yum my choco top*!

Sunday equals to Assignment Day

Ohayo Gozaimas everyone! (It means Good Morning in Japanese.) It's 10.18am, I just had my breakfast, drinking my honey and blogging in the same time. I'm actually feel very sleepy

*yaaaawwwwwnnnn*!

Unfortunately, I can't oi oi now and tonight I wil stay up til very late as well..
because.....
SUNDAY = ASSIGNMENT DAY
Argh! I left 1% for my design I KLCC->Wonderland...gonna finish it up after blogging. Then ar, gotta do my damn figures! *faint*! I still need to do dummy for my pop up card (T_T) what a day for me wei..*sob-sob*!


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Chilling on *Saturday*

We were all chilling at Meng Tin den we came to this shop name "永康街冰馆"
@ SS15 Subang Jaya..
ice-blended there are all so
yuuummmm yuuummm wei~!



[Jasper . Joann] Joann loves showing her tounge,
jus like this --> [ :P ] <--

Baby, u wanto oi oi isit?
Can I slap u ark? Your look ar...really ....the.......
I think u miss my *punch* is it?

2 horny guys were looking at joann's breast....
HAMSAP LOU ar!

[*Genie*] in the bottle~xD
her name is jeanie!

[Angie . Matthew ]
Angie iz gonna slap him and vomit after that ~

Jasper is on his way to his dreamland~

Damn cool wei~! new trend of drawing yr eye brow!

Feelings

I'm feeling sad. Why?
I'm feeling hurt. Why?
I'm feeling pain in my heart. Why?
I'm feeling lonely. Why?
I'm feeling depressed. Why?
I'm feeling confuse. Why?
I'm feeling lack of self confidence. Why?
I'm feeling speechless. Why?
I'm feeling.....too much feelings that are unexplainable....
and why? I don't know why.
No one can give me the answer.

I'm alone in my room. The feelings come to me in a sudden..
Or I should say, the feelings alwis come to me whenever I'm in my room I'm at home....
I don't know who to talk with as I don't wanna troublesom my friends & my bf....
They might be very sick of listening to me being moody or get emo or get sad all the time.

The only way I can express is, talk to my blog. Express to my blog.
Blogging is part of my life now. That's the only way I can release my sadness, my stress, my tension......everything! Any happy things any sad shit things to my blog.
Blog becomes my best friend.
The only weakness iz, blog can't give me any advcie, opinion, concern me, pamper me.....etc. How sad.
Iz 11.07pm, should I sleep now and continue my design I assignment in the early morning 8am or do it now? I wish I can do, the problem is I'm out of mood. Sigh. Stupid me, hate myself."hate myself"?
"How do u love a person when you actually don't love yourself?"
It's really true. I don't even love myself, how am I going to love someone? Is that sound ridiculous?
So is that mean I don't deserve anyone? Any love from anyone? I do? or I do not deserve?

I'm nobody, although I have a name, Jocelyn Goh Min Jiun. But still... I feel myself very useless. Why my parents love me so much? Why my friends love me? Why my bf loves me? Why my ex loves me? Why??? There are million billion of why why why....I'm just a very simple ordinary girl that can find anywhere. There are million billion of girls outside the world, there are girls who much more better than me....why? Sigh, am I being negative again?

I ♥ My Friends & da important people~

My lui lui Eeven, JoceLyn, Soh Poh Chris
we were at Republic~I still remember, it was chris's independence day ^^
had fun had fun!

feel sweet ler xD

My baby *Matthew Tan* =) Muah!
He's lame, funny, cute, knowledgeable, good in social-ing, caring...

Jocelyn's little candy Wena~
At Laundry during her 22nd birthday celebration~
we so match ya, flowery flowery *LOLz*

best lui lui ever =)

Ivin, Eeven, Wena & Jocelyn

My gd fren *Erica* - since Taylor's CPU
5 years friendship! Appreciate!

My best best best bestie!!!! she's my everything!
*Carmen*

*Rachel Chai Seow Theng*
We know each other since form 4....
She's such an understanding girl....
I just...love her so much.....

Cool Angie -> Lame Angie!!
HahAh~

my "16 years old" Jasper didi~
LOL...he's actually 20 or 21 yrs old...

Jane and Jocelyn @ Maison~

Cute cute Joann~
I will never call u shortie !!!!!

Sei lou yeh TERRY!!!!!
he's so sucks in road direction =,=
what a GUY wei!
he's actually very nice ^^

Jacky & I

My taylor's friendsss..
Jonathan, Jocelyn, Gerald (nt my taylor's fren) , Kean Seng
Miss our CPU time...so muchie (T_T)

TJ, Wena, Jocelyn, Yunn Hui @ Loft
1st met Yunn Hui~ =)

Ah weng~hehe
thx for bringing me to do my IC :P

*sob-sob*

Finally I have find some words to describe my current life - Roller Coaster. Why I say so? Roller Coaster iz full of excitements, and sometimes we can't expect when the roller coaster is going down or up or going somewhere in a sudden... Yeah, just like me. My mood is alwis going up and down. Worse than the weather? LOL~ Actually I just wanna find some better words to describe my life right now.

My mood iz alwis going up and down...I'm pwetty sad right now as my aunty (I call my maid as aunty) just left...The day before yesterday she just told me that she's gonna work until end of this month, but I ve no idea why she left today... iz...so...out of sudden! ! I can't accept it. My heart feel so pain when I heard it from my mom. All I can blame is blame on my mom. I'm tired of talking about my mom. My aunt is so nice, she really tolerates my mom...compare to the past maids...but this time, she really cant take it dy..I know she's actually very suffered, I'm kinda pity at her too (T_T)... I'm really really very miss her loads... My tears dropping....My heart is squeezing....I really hope to see her...she's the nice maid ever....

Seeing my friends sad will make me sad too... One of my girl fren...her bf just broke up with her yesterday.....=( I understand her feeling...the feeling is extremely pain...No matter how, I love you.......I will alwiz be there with you when u're sad....when u need me....Beside that, feel sad too when seeing my other girl friend is suffering in the relationship......sigh....feeling very down now.....somemore I'm having the damn "Aunty Visit!!!" argh..pain like hell....wanna stop blogging dy...wanna lie down on my bed (T_T)

TATA!

My mood is back to normal =)

Yeah, as my title written, "My mood is back to normal"! It indicates that the % of my mood now iz between 60%-80% =) but gotta minus 25% because my assignments (T_T) yesterday no mood until never do, and my mood only recovered at around 5pm..

Thanks for Angie... cos she was there with me listened to me and talked to me when I was really in a bad mood this afternoon.... and also settled everything with Matthew.... *phew* =) Love ya!

my mood = 0%

Basically my normal mood iz between 60% - 80% if I'm not emo or i'm happy.If my mood% already 0%, it indicates that, I'm totally ... extremely ... superb ... very ... de ... NO MOOD! No mood to do anything even my assignments. I cried for an hour yesterday night until my eyes bengkak when I woke up in the morning...I am feeling so tired right now... and so sadddddddd =((((((((((( I feel like punching someone...and need my cigg so eagerly!

I really should thanks to someone who makes me become like this...
thanks for treating me like a bloody toy
thanks for waking me up
thanks for treating me like a piece of SHITz!
thanks for hurtinggg me badly!

I hate people who only think of themselves all the time.
Will never ever think of people's feeling
They think they're right all the time...
HELL NO!
They're just being so selfish....
ya, I met someone like this, and break my heart into two....
"I'm afraid if i break it, yr heart wil never cure"?
yes, my heart will never cure. Injured badly!

Sigh, now I don't even dare to listen bleeding love, better in time, go on girl, i'm yours, some jay's chow and gary chow's songszzz....=(((

I'm not a bloody TOY! ! ! ! !

U think I'm a toy? A bloody toy for u? Once u like it den play wif me, and once u don't like it an throw me a side? Pwease la, I'm not the bloody toy! U f*cking hurt me..deeep deep deeeeeppppp!!!!! Congratulation!

stress.tired

iz 12.56am, finally the internet connection now iz functioning properly and I can do my research on castle, wonderland, and watch =( But...but...I'm feeling really tired right now although I have already drank 2 cups of coffee plus 2 cups of teh panas...oh ya plus another cup of GREEEN tea...*yyaawwnnn*! My back iz extremely pain right now =( I'm feeling really stress too! *sob-sob*! I wannn STRESSS-FREEEE arkkk!!! I wonder can I be able to finish everything tomorrow ..or wake up later?or 7am in the morning to do?I really hate to do this la..stwepid castle..stwepid wonderland..use line + dot + bla bla bla...*Isssshhhh*!! geram gerammml lar! Somemore my bloody lecturer LILY very da "yim-zim" n "hak yan zang" wan....superb high expectation from us!!!!!!!!!! God...help me (T_T)

mask.maison.diet.

Recently was so busy. I was feeling exhausted. I'm now applying my mask while I'm updating my blog *lolz* For me, mask is an essential for me because recently I out too often, sleeep very "early" (around 3 or 4 am...sometimes even 6am only sleep), my skin becomes very dull and dry. Thus, I need MASK so eagerly! Mask can help to improve my skin tone, moisturises the skin etc..I'm now using NC 24 Long Lasting allantoin Collagen Mask...it helps stimulate tissue oxygeation to accelerate skin metabolism and improve blood circularion! Wow, see the name also can feel iz very da *powerfull* wei :P Girls out there, should apply mask often...it really helps wei~hohoho...!

Later I'm going to Maison again, and again..! I sudah become a maison kaki dy, almost every week also pergi Maison! *Yyyaaaay*! Liquor Liquor Liquor!!!!!! *wheeewhitt*! Don't worry, I wont become a drankard xD haha~ Feeling kinda stresss, so I need some liquor!!!! I'm actually still thinking what to wear later~headache headache! I hate to go club sometimes, because I need to think of what to wear! *Grrrr* Feel like just grab a "not bad looking" top and wear with a short pants :P Aiyok aiyok...see how it goessss la!

Well, I promise myself tomorrow no matter how I must wake up at 845am..because I have 9.30am class (T_T) Last fri I couldn't be able to wake up again....Arghh!!!!! I must put damn a lot of alarms wei... *sigh*!

Owh shyt, I gain on weight wei...! My weight now is 50-51KG wei! owh fark fark fark!!!!!! I must really control my MOUTHHH dy..eat too much dy recently sigh...today yumca with my fren, Danny, he also said I gain alot of weight.. =( I wan diet diet diet diettt!!! Regret of eating indo mee yesterday LATE night...but nt regret of drinking beer la :p ahahaha!!! but honestly, I really wanna diet! Sigh...so sadddd dy.....

情歌 - 側田

[听了这首歌....会很伤感...
心痛?心魔?眼泪?苦恼?
突然好恨*情歌*呀!!]


為了愛我真受夠傷　但有過愛的分享
為了每次打敗仗　我哭得最響
沒有博愛的技倆　有幾好亦自量
不去用腦想　牽掛又會有幾傷

 ＊聽遍最浪漫纏綿的歌
   聽幾多次也落淚的歌
   我才明愛恨因果　懂得心痛要恭賀
   興奮妒忌苦惱怨恨完全憑心魔
   然而無論有幾多愛錯
   那紀念屬我　開心比苦惱多

 ＃其實傷心都不過為愛　〔誰又懂得愛〕
   同樣知活得開心靠愛　〔愉快的意外〕
   情像一首歌　可一總可再
   失戀後幸運在能重頭戀愛
   付出過偉大到放開
   沒有得到好報不悔改〔便分開〕

   明白我生死都也為愛　〔存亡亦靠愛〕
   孱弱得為了一粒砂感慨　〔相戀要慷慨〕
   人存在世上　若要悲壯過
   便投入愛海　沒有害
   怕接觸痛苦　白過都活該
   誰亦未信首先相信愛

   重唱　＊,＃

   知不知錯　亦但求被愛
   苦戀的　大概與某個他比賽
   單戀的　設法參透怎去活到死也要戀愛

   其實傷心都不過為愛　〔誰又懂得愛〕
   同樣知活得開心靠愛　〔愉快的意外〕
   情像一首歌　可一總可再
   失戀後幸運在能重頭戀愛
   付出過偉大到放開
   亦勝孤單一個沒戀愛

   明白我生死都也為愛　〔存亡亦靠愛〕
   孱弱得為了一粒砂感慨　〔相戀要慷慨〕
   人存在世上　若要悲壯過
   便投入愛海　沒有害
   怕接觸痛苦　〔痛快的痛苦〕
   全為怕分開　誰亦未信　首先相信愛

   聽遍世上勾引眼淚能迷魂的歌
   纏綿華麗已經綁架我
   美化了我眼淚算得甚麼

Happy 1st month Anniversary

13.07.2008
A special day.
Happy 1st month Anniversary with my baby Matthew =)
Celebrated our anniversary @ Italianiese
Sweet and romantic....
Unexpected...
hehe...wanna know what so romantic?
U can actually find the difference from the table..
compare our table and other tables..
^^

Spagetti COW BALLs :P
Damn big lor! the most biggest "COWBALLs" ...
p/s: actually iz meatball , but don't look like meat balls right?

7 lighters *lol*

lan yeng again lar!

I misss the cappucino pie dy =(

*mwah*

*i lurve U*

回忆是残忍或美好的?

回忆过去.......
美好的回忆.......
我的泪....
不由自主的留下来....

Saturday-ing

Time flies fast, it's Saturday. I'm actually hate weekend, because I always gotta rush for my assignments and I have class on monday from 10am - 6.30pm Owh Gosh! I hate weekend and Monday so muchie!

Today I went out to have lunch wit Matthew and Joann @ da new restaurant name "你吃宝宝了吗", the restaurant located behind The One Academy, Opposite Watsons =) I don't really like it because there are little options for us to choose, but got alot side orders (=,=) what the hell right? Supposingly more main dishes than side orders, but this restaurant is the other way round. Thankfully, the food iz actually nt bad.

The weather today iz sangat de hot wei! After lunch, I went 豆豆 at SS15 to eat dessert! ! Bloody weather...I really can't stand it. Many of my friends fall sick because of the stupid weather. Cold and hot in a sudden. Ya! I wanna blame the weather as well because I felt sick because of the stupid weather, until now I am still having my flu and cough wei! *Arghhh*!

What ve I done in the past few days? Owh yeah, went Maison on Thursday with Matthew, erica, erica's friends, angie, joann, stu and Raz... Suprisingly, I didn't get drunk wei :P I just got a little bit tipsy and f*cking hot there (swt swt swt!!!!!!) Iz been some ages didn't club with erica since half a yr? Haha, Republic considered as club or not? Nah, I don't think so, just a chilling place. So I think didn't club with her for 2-3 years dy! Wow! Damn long wei! Well, we should club more ;-) That night was great! except the fat ass who kept on kacao Erica... Pwease, behind our table got a very huge piece of mirror, before u kacao ppl or trying to do sth stupid, pls stand in front of the mirror and look at yourself. *hrmm, very mean right?*! Actually iz okay if u have da face problem, we don't mind, but please la, behave yrself okiez? If u behave nicely and know how to respect people and YOURSELF, we are always welcome to be friend wif you, probleme iz...tat fella didn't behave properly and didnt give a damn respect to us and himself...Well, i also don't wanna complain much too, cos he's still erica's friend....If im not mistaken! or friend's of her friend? No idea...

Well, don't wanna talk about the fat ass... After club, tot of going to have some beers, but....but...Raz brought us to haunted house wei~!~!~! There were 7 of us, 6 guys and 1 girl *ME =,=*! The place really creepy and scary wei...Once I reached there I already felt uncomfortable. So I just stayed inside my car to wait for them to come out..luckly Sam was there to accompany me..! Argh! They actually saw something.....Phew, luckly I didn't go in wei! They saw small girl, woman and the most scariest part was ..BLACK CAT! Souns creept right? Well, I will never ever enter haunted house! *I swear*!

iz 4.44pm...gonna be piggy soon...

and looking forward to.......tomorrow night =)

TaTa~!

God bless and GOOD LUCK!

Mid night of 08/07/08...
for all the Curtin students from Metrolitan College and even in Perth...
Result is coming out in the mid night.....
All the best to you all...
Especially for my sui poh chris, my bestie GaMan, my lui lui Eeven, candace, james, danny, darren, calvin, evelyn, louis, bryan, jane, benson, teng lih, ivin, wena, yeow wei........etc... anyone of my friends who r from Metropolitan & Perth....Good luck =) *mwah*!!!!!! Hope to hear the good news from you guys ! ^^

Medicines, I love U and I hate U

Woke up in the morning around 8.30am because I got 10am classsss...
Owh gosh, muh flu was getting worst (T_T)...and I felt so dizzy...
Thought of skipping class, but I couldn't as I need to pass up muh assignment...
During the class..I was so fucking dizzy...and feeling unwell...
Thus, I went to consult doctor during the classs.....
Fucking medicines spent me RM50 =_=''' but luckly I boleh claim from muh daddy :P
I'm having flu, cough, sore throat, dizzy plus headache! Arghhhh.....All come in a sudden!
*Ish*Ish*!!!!!!
now iz 9.24pm...just went out yumca with muh high skewl girl fren...
and now I gotta start doing my assignmentssssssssssss.....Sigh!
I miss my bed so much =(
Pweasee...I wan fast fast fast fast recover....so that this friday I can be able to club...!!!!!!

*PRAY hard*! =)

sick

Holly shyt, i'm sick, sick in the wrong time.
When I woke up in this morning, I was feeling a little bit unwell. My throat was fucking pain when I was busy doing my assignments...then later on, flu came...Owh damn it!
I felt dizzy when I was outside having lunch with my best friend, seow theng..
I felt that my whole body was so weak and lembik... so dizzy..even right now...
I just finished coloring half of my assignments..still got another half to go...
owh god, pwease don't let my mind goes blank...I still need my brain right now..
I need to think of colors...contrast....from light to dark...mix and match...and even how to apply on it to make my work looks perfect and nice....shyt.....
I still need to draw my apple and color it with the damn water color, again! I really hate water color! Arghh! It's so hard to control as my hand is shaking when i'm coloring...=(
I think I should take a short nap now and also take another flu medicine...

nightz....even now only 2.29pm...gonna take half an hour nap or maybe 1 hour...

*dizzzyyyyy*
*yawwwwwnnnn*!

terrible and busy week I had

Exploration week (30/06/08 - 07/07/08)
My exploration week came and gone....

Yeah, what a busy week for me, as in busy doing nothing. Busy of yumca, sing-k, yumca, yumca, yumca....Owh muh gosh! Before the exploration week start, I had told myself that I must finished all my assignments within a week...Unfortunately, I didn't do and I still have plenty of assignments are waiting for me to complete. (T_T) Thus, tonight I gotta "drive-night-car" (what kind of eng wei, straight translate from cantonese~LOL!) People out there who don't know what the hell is "drive-night-car", let me explain to u, the meaning of it iz can't sleep and gotta rush my works for the whole night...Sth lytat lar (=,=)! However, I wasn't busy doing nothing at all, at least I did my figure studies work! :)

Terrible week? Hell yeah, I was having a terrible week as I got scolded from my parents especially my mom. Reason of getting scolded? Phone bill! This wasn't the main reason, the main reason was she didn't trust me at all! No matter what I told her, she refused to believe...so iz useless to explain and talk to her. I really have no idea how to communicate with her. We always have a huge argument once our conversation start. Yesterday we argued again. My aunt told me that she just got scolded from her in the morning, den later on my dad kena. I thought of fast fast finished my dinner to avoide of seeing her. Unfortunately, she came back after my aunt told me about it. Guess what, hell yeasss, I really kena from her. She spoilt my mood, she made me cried, she messed up my life...Well today at least she didn't come and kacao me althought she was showing me her damn black face! But Do I sound like I give a fuck of her? Hell no! As I wanna do my assignments wit a good mood! Pwease don't come and mess with me! GO AWAY GO AWAY!!!!!!!

Well, it's 9.09pm, I gotta do my assignments in a while....Just get myself a cup of white coffee. Coffee iz an essential for me, without coffee iz just like.... a fish will die without the water *LOL!* Beside coffeeeeee? iz my CIGGGgggYYY!! Yeah baby, I loveeee you both so muchie :P



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In lurve wif diz song

"Bye Bye" Mariah Carry

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

什麼叫愛情

什麼叫愛情
雖然 那是一棵樹 優美的樹

何必為了一棵樹 放棄 一整片的森林呢？



這是對一位朋友的安慰。



柏拉圖也說過，愛情 本來就難釐清

找最大的麥子 穗的故事有聽過嗎

柏拉圖的弟子 亞里斯多德 問老師說 什麼叫做愛情？

柏拉圖就帶著弟子 到一片麥田 叫亞里斯多德 不能回頭 只能一直往前走

請他從 麥田中帶回最大最飽滿的 麥穗回來

結果 亞里斯多德 跟另外兩位 分成ABC三組 橫越了麥田



A帶回一把 會枯死空殼的麥穗 B倆手空空 C 帶回一把 不大也不小的麥穗

老師 有規定他們 只能往前走不能回頭 只能摘一次 不能變卦 要摘他們心中 覺得 最大最飽滿的

A 一直走 想說 我一定要摘最好的給老師 誇 結果 走到最後一排時 雙手還是空 乾脆就隨便摘一個



B 也想摘最好滴 一路一直往前看 看到好的，還是想，後面一定還有更好的。走到最後 仍然沒有摘到 所謂好的

C 在途中 看到好的就摘了，可是，他很後悔自己摘的太早，問老師說

為什麼我不能 摘了 丟掉再摘別的呢

柏拉圖說



你們 有沒有覺得 很難選擇 甚至不知道下一秒出現的麥子將是飽滿的或是 不佳的

愛情 就像那一片麥田



你們在人生路上不斷往前走 卻也不清楚 會遇到什麼人 又會錯過什麼人

只能相信當下 只能相信自己的決定

當你願意摘下麥的那一刻 你更要相信 這把是這片麥田裡最好最飽滿的麥



因為 愛情是從信任裡開始

心真正 相信 對方 愛情的關係才會存在



相信 才會 同理心 想體貼體諒對方

相信 才會 讓另一伴 能有夠飽滿的力量 在崗位上展翅



在 距離當中 仍然覺得 不曾離開過

一旦 失去 信任 就什麼也不是 因為會像C一樣 採到飽滿的麥 仍然 想著那一整片的麥田

而選麥的過程 就像在慎選 對象一樣

A 隨手摘了一個 挺差的麥，如果 真要弄來吃 那A鐵定 無法吃飽 就像愛情上 受傷時想找替代品 溫暖自己的心，或是單身時，因為不想單身而隨便找人交往，卻沒有去考量 真得 可以接受嗎！適合嗎，這些將會造成 無法滿足之後就是...開始嫌棄

B 太堅持一定要 最好的，同時，也要問問自己的條件。活在 完美的框框裡，就很難找到；除非訂作一個情人。否則任何人在B的眼裡都是缺點比優點大，如果他的焦點改成欣賞人家的優點，那他的生活會很熱鬧又快樂，不然就得孤芳自賞了。



呼..................從希臘的小故事中 延伸的看法

我不配

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配

The 1st day of the brand new month

Today, iz 1st of Julai,
as usual, yumca at my 2nd home at Kim Gary with Matt, Chris
and Patrick =)
He iz muh net fren that know thru facebook - Human Pet
Suprised that he got me a pressie from UK and he made a card for me...
hehe, felt touch le~although sometimes he iz kinda irritating cos
he alwis mentioned abt abalone abalone and shark fin =_=
Oopsss, I think I said a little bit too "loud" cos he viewed my blog b4~ *haha*
chill la patrick :P
He iz my 2nd net fren gave me bday pressie~
the 1st one iz Adrian...hehe~bought me a charm pen =)
Arigato gozaimas!

Today purposely brought out my old pictures cos wanna show matt...
and also showed to patrick and chris....lol
This was my FATTEST MOMENT wei!
u see my hand u see my hand!!!! owh muh f*cking gwod!!!!!
Do I look like a pork chop???!?!? Do u feel like eating pork right now?
hahahahah~

See muh stomach!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Macam ada 4-5 months pregnancy =_='
I am wondering...tat time how I could be able to fit into tat dress =,='
must be took a very long time wore it!
owh god, why am i keep on insulting myself la?

owh yeah owh yeah, dis iz cute diz iz cute :P
NO DOUBT!

Free cigg from chris :P
u see whose bloody middle finger was that?lol
iz CHRIS :P

Pressie tat given from Patrick~
so cute la dis bear bear~

Wait a moment pwease!
since when muh name become joyce?
doink doink patrick written wrong name n
somemore wanna said sama sahaja la
*piak*!!!! Ish-Ish.....
btw, thanks for yr card ^^


After yumca, we went to sing k!!! Yeah...wif Matt, chris, Jonathan and Melvin...
den after tat Hyena and Leong joined us as well...
from 2pm - 7pm~
Owh my god...once leong came...BEEEERRRR again!
I wan faint dy...I just told myself I wanna quit drinking beer (-,-)
2 jugs free 1 jug = 3 jugs
finished by 4 persons only =,=
I felt a little bit tipsy after tat...