Halloween

Everybody out there
I'm here to wish you all
♥ Happy Halloween ♥

I believe that everyone has their own plan for tonight.
I'm the exceptional case, *lol* cos I'm not going to party.
Halloween for me, well, hrmmm, I'm actually don't celebrate Halloween.
I thought Halloween is a day for Western, but why Asian?
*Deep-thought*!
Heeeheeee...
Plus, I seldom go out lately.
I love staying at home to complete my assignments, chill & surf net
with a big cup of white coffee =)
(p.s. I'm simply addicted to coffee!)
or just spend my time alone with my baby.
Clubbing & partying?
I'm getting bored of it or maybe because of
I'm getting older, there is no more excitement for me like I used to have,
especially when I was in age 18.
In addition, I want to have my *beauty sleep*! =D
I realized that recently my complexion is getting better!!
^______________________^
Btw, here to wish you guys out there *Happy Halloween*
Party hard & play hard! =)))

tata

..xoxo..

Dedicated from my baby =)

"Im a shoulder you can cry on
Your best friend, Im the one you must rely on
You were always sure of yourself
Now I see youve broken a feather
I hope we can patch it up together"




"dun be sad... be happy n have lot'sa fun... like a dancing queen..."




"Baby, I always think of you,
your face, your silly face, your charming face all hanging all in my mind.
I don't know how to tell you how much
I love you, though
there are million billion of words,
but they failed to tell u how much i love you." - From Jocelyn

The moment of joy : )

29/10/2008
A wonderful day.
. Happiness | Joyful .

In the afternoon, I was having my lunch at Sushi Zanmai with my
baby and Cella =)
Cella is my classmate, we have been in the same class since last semester,
but, this was our first outing *lol*!
Enjoy our Zanmai moment to the MAX!
It's my honor to know you. : )

After that, baby and I went back at around 4pm.
We planned to rest because we got dinner at night
to celebrate Uncle Suki's birthday!

I can't tell you guys how much fun I had.
As a conclusion, I had lotsa fun with my baby's family.

Mood of the day: 101%
Superb excellent

Baby was keeping his eye at the Garlic Bread...
Made sure the Garlic bread wouldn't get burn....

When I looked at it, I was wondering...
"Can we finish it? Thats...........ALOT wei! "
*Faint*

Our dinner -> Spagetthi
Yumm! My fav!

Dinner time ^___^

Fabulous!
Awesome!
When I just woke up and came out from baby's room..
OMG, I was shocked.
The first word came out from my mouth was "WALAO!"
The environment.. the atmosphere..
Truly romantic.
: )

The wine.

Yum Yum... (^v^)
Home made Italian food :)))

Name of the restaurant: Lily's Restaurant
Chef: Auntie Lily
Rating: Definitely, 5 stars!

The angel, Auntie Lily & Jocelyn
Don't you agree with me?
Auntie Lily dressed like an angel.

I'm here to wish Uncle Suki
Happieee birthday AGAIN =)
Cheeerrrsss!

My baby & Uncle Suki

A group picture without me.
To Auntie Nicole, hrmmm, are you eating something or biting sth?
hehe~ Owh ya, AUNTIE NICOLE! U're on the INTERNET now : )
Ekek~

A group picture without my baby *lol*
Enjoying the moment...
Watching tv after the yum yum meal~

We were enjoying our wine,
Johnny Walker Black Label & Rum

I was drinking sip by sip,
so I wouldn't get drunk easily, plus,
just simply wanted to enjoy it.


End of the day
Enjoyed to the max =)

..x0x0..

Misunderstanding

Misunderstanding.

Misunderstanding always happened around us. We can't stop it and we can't avoid it to be happened. Misunderstanding can caused problems. It might break the friendship, relationship, and anything that could be happened in our life.

Sometimes misunderstanding happened is because of certain factors such as miss communication and poor communication skill. In addition, it's my very own opinion too, a very major factor to cause misunderstanding is the way we send/pass our message through "words".

What do I mean by "words"?

As the technology is superb advance now, we can always chat online, message our friend through email, Facebook, Friendster, even give comment or what lah. Using "words" instead of using our mouth to express ourselves and communicate with each other. When we're using "words" to "talk" with each other, we don't know hows each other "tone" in the "words", because we can't hear & we cant see each other's expression. Thus, it cause misunderstanding.

Sigh...

It just happened on me. I "accidentally" used the wrong words, and truly didn't have the intention to purposely say "that"... : ( Thats why I said I used the wrong words.... Plus, sometimes I'm not good in expressing myself in words, so there is misunderstanding happened... *sniff*

How to overcome & solve this....
I mean the misunderstanding between me and............


I'm so depressssssssed and tensssionnnn!!!!
*Argh*!!!

..xoxo..
(though i'm depressed and tension right now, i will still xoxo u guys...)

sweating & melting

Owh MY GOD!
I want to scream scream scream scream
shout shout shout shout!!!!
The weather is blooody HOT!

Pity Jocelyn is sweating & melting all the while,
even she already took bath...
T________T

林峯 - 愛不疚(MTV)

Watch Moonlight Resonance?
Then for sure you heard this song..
Awwwww, I am so in love with this song...





收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠


這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手


放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有

changed, changing, change.

I changed, and yet I'm still changing, to become a better person.
Some bad experiences happened in my past to make me changed,
and it gives me the motivation to keep me changing..
just to become a better person.
As we know,
we can't be 100% perfect, but at least we try to be 99% perfect.

Change in my attitude, personality, the way i think,
the way I observe things and people and change to be forgiving.
People will slowly change themselves when they grow older.

I still remember when I was young,
I used to say "cut of the friendship" and in mandarin means 绝交
with friends because of some silly matters.
Oh gosh, imagine how childish was I?
I should appreciate of what I have now,
it's a fate for my friends and I meet together.
I do believe in fate. Don't you?

When I was young,
I didn't have any dream, any goal, or any mission.
I felt so lifeless.
When I have grown older, I started to know what I want to achieve and
what am I looking for in my life.

Fight for my goal
Fight for my mission
Fight for my future

Exhausted

Exhausted!
Exhausted!
Exhausted!
Exhausted!
Exhausted!
Exhausted!

Lacked of sleep since Wednesday.
I was rushing for the damn assignments on Wed & Thurs
til late night 2-3am and woke up in the early morning!

*Yawwwwnnn*!
*Yawwwwnnn*!
*Yawwwwnnn*!

Finally FRIDAY came....
Last day of class, well, cos I'm having 1 week holiday!
I was planning to rest yesterday night (Friday),
unfortunately, too many plans pop up in a sudden..
Got attracted to those plans... ARGH!

My baby wanted to organize a poker night,
but ended up poker night canceled cos lack of people,
then, he wanted to drink and chill at home,
Angie asked me to join her and ChenChen @ Scarlet,
my ex asked me go Long Bar...

WOW!
So many options har~!
Ended up, I choose the option B - Scarlet!
I just told my friends and my baby that I was sick and tired
of clubbing few days back...
OMG, you see you see you see!!!!!!
Yesterday turned up at Scarlet. LOL!

My beloved friendssss, pls do trust me,
I really do have that "thought" and a bit of the "intention"
to quit clubbing.
Trust me~! Ha...Ha.....(Layan-ness laugh!)

Well, yesterday night, I was tipsy.
I would like to declare that I wasn't drunk!!
I can remember every single thing yesterday night..
Plus, I still can be able to drive from Cineleisure to Shah Alam wei =)
So, please take note, I wasn't drunk!

I went to find my baby after clubbing, as I really missed him a lot.
I was having a serious love sick.
That was my first time of going club without my baby..
Kinda hate this kind of love sick feeling! ISH!

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Well, today I woke up at 10am
(The bloody liquor still "spinning" inside my stomach! Aww..)
I didn't sleeep until now.
I went to find my baby in the morning then went to Asia cafe
makan & played pool with Jasper and Chin Ju as well..
Do you guys went to Asia Cafe this afternoon?
Did you see a walking zombie APPEARED in AC?
No doubt, that was me! =__=!
OMG, I memang like a WALKING ZOMBIE..
So freaking stoned!

As a conclusion, exhausted!
Tonight I'm not going anywhere..
The only place I will go is..
MY BED! :)


chin ju's cap....




really CMI!


tata

..x0x0..

After 2 days of staying at home..

21/10/2008 Wednesday
Today, baby and I planned to stay at home to do our work together.
We didn't go out to hang out for 2 days, since Monday.
Recently I love staying at home, I mean my baby's house,
not my house la..
There's a fierce TIGER at my house!
NooNooNooo...
Really CMI (Cannot make it!)
There are some advantages of staying at home

1) Save $$$
2) Save petrol
3) Smoke less
4) *Da most important*!
Spend the own sweeet time with each other =)

BUT,
there is one disadvantage, for me,
which is, I gain on weight! Arghhh~!~! (>_<)
It's because my baby's mother is really good in cooking
and she always come out some delicious and special special yummy yummy food!
OMG! After 2 days of staying at home, I gained 1kg d!
Last week, I had lost 1kg,
but now, the 1kg come back to me again! LOL! Well, I'm jumping again. LOL

Today I received an sms from Darren to yumca @ Old Town, Sunway Mentari.
So, we decided to yumca with darren, Chee Seng and Clive!
Well, they are my ex Metro & UTS friends =)
It's been a long time I didn't meet up with Clive and Chee Seng.
It's a good time to catch up catch up!

I don't know y my baby likes to do all "silly silly" expression
=_=!

Yewwwww, so geli wei!!!!
Can't stop me for smoking although it's really looks geli!
The only way to stop me for smoking is when
the price increase above RM10!
Plus, when I'm pregnant!
Thailand wanna copy S'pore of putting those
GELI pictures to stop smoker for smoking when they look at it?
Please la, trust me,
it doesn't work at all.
So, please stop wasting the time and the money of putting it.
Stupid government,
you can't stop the smoker.

Chee Seng and I

My ex-Metro and UTS friens =)
Wow, I looked so small in between them wei.. :P

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Yumca from 4pm until 7pm~
Owh yeah, time to say goodbye!
Hope to seee you guys soon =)


tata


..xoxo..

Must watch!

Shooting

Sunday 19/10/2008

my alarm rang at 6am
God Damned! I was so sleepy,
I shouldn't drink 2 cups of 3 in 1 teh tarik the night before..
*Ish*!
Well, refused to wake up from my sweet litttleeeeee BED...
Kept rolling n rolling AND rollinggg..until 6.20am
Gotta wake up to prepare and waited my baby to fetch me~
You guys must be curious why I woke up so early?
Because Joanne, James, Ridzuan & Chun wei
were doing their shooting for the Ad campaign~
Baby and I were helping them~ and being "Ke-LE-FEI" in
their video Ad~ HAHAHA

Well, had lotsa fun during the shooting.
Plus, I had experienced/learnt how the seniors do their work,
how passionate they are,
how serious they are,
how they brain stormed to come out a good idea
and so on.
I am actually learn a lot of things from them.
Plus, I'm truly glad to know them!
They work hard and play hard!
Ya, thatz call life wurt~
work HARD & play HARD!

7.30am reached Sunway~
and we had breakfast @ D'Sayang

They were discussing how to shoot

Playing with Ridzuan's cowboy hat

D cow boy Ridzuan

Kesian Joanne... haha
cos kept repeating the scene as she needed to scream and run out to the
lorong beside the main block.
Why kept on repeating?
Coz she kept on smilling when she was running out..
LOL!
Btw, Joanne seriously did a great job! Awesome!

I can't wait to see the Ad~ :)


..xoxo..

Life and Live

A question that haunts everybody’s mind
More you explore, more complications u find.
Neither easy to understand nor easy to know,
Its kind of drama with different sorts of show.
Some think controller is almighty god,
Other thinks they are their own lord.
Play starts with birth & ends with death,
Before one starts understanding it becomes too late.
Relations are given relations are made,
How faithful is a percon can only grade.
Some call it struggle, other call it race.
Can’t one be happy in what little a person gets?
I call it beautiful, I call it fun
No need to understand it, accept whatever comes.
Enjoy every moment of life with all ups and downs
Stop fighting, stop struggling, and stop longing for more n more
Nothing going to go with you that is for sure . . .


Struggling to live for a purpose
I live, I eat, I drink , I sleep, I talk..
I keep on moving in a never ending circle..
Where had I lost the dreams of my youth
Where had I left my smiles to celebrate
Words do no more supporting for my cheering
Words do no more healing for my throbbing
Like a bird with no more wings to fly
Like a tree with no more leaves to shed
I stand beside this time that is moving
I stand beside this life that is changing
Hoping for a new sunrise to come my way
Hoping for a new crack of dawn for me to live..

Britons vs Malaysians

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, Sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.
Malaysians: No Stock.

Let's laugh together =)

My friend asked me these funny funny questions~
and I find it very FUNNY, and yet extremely LAME!

What kind of bee produce milk?
Answer: Boobie

Three ways to catch a tiger?
Answer:
1. Newtons method: allow the tiger to catch u and catch the tiger.
2. Einsteins method: chase the tiger until it become tired, then catch it.
3. Pakistani police method: catch a cat and beat it until it accept it a tiger.

How many men do it take to change a toilet roll ?
Answer: We don't know, never happen .

Who say English is easy. Please fill in the blank either "yes" or "no" .
_______, I'm a pig.


HAHAHAHAHAHA

MIA

MIA for 3 days...in BLOGGER! (Really swt kao kao~)

Is true what, I used to blog everyday or 2 days once~
Lately I was really busy. Busy for my assignments, my exam, plus TVB drama (=__=)!
Oowwh gosh! Kinda addicted to TVB drama, I think I should really stop until my exploration week to come then only start watching again~ SAY only la :P

27th of October 2008
Yay! I'm looking forward to the day, to the weeeekkkk to COME! It's my exploration week! =)))) Owh YESSSSS!!!! I'm really glad that I'm STILL a foundation student~xD
So I STILL have 1 week holiday! *hohoho*!
I would love to have a 1 day trip to... SOMEWHERE la~
Yes, I'm already satisfied with 1 day trip, indirectly saying I'm not greedy =p (Ala~AHAHA...keep praising myself only!) Start counting...... She's start counting....... 8 more days to go! (^^)

Okays,
Let's move on to other topic.

Would like to talk about my feelings in the past few days.
One word to describe, I'm feeling *delight*!
Frankly speaking, I'm proud of myself. I'm trying hard to be happy, try not to make things complicated, I should simplified it. =) In my opinion, sometimes things aren't that complicated as we think, it's just OUR human BEHAVIOR always make things worse. *ouch*! That's not good wei!

I've learnt to solve things out, seriously trying so damn hard.
I've learnt so so so hard to communicate with my parents especially my mother, as the main problem comes from my parents and I. I'm always being a cry baby because of the problems between my parents and I.
Yes, I shouldn't say I've learnt, I should say, I'm still learning how to communicate with my mom.

In the past few days, I tried not to raise up my voice when I was talking to her, I talked nicely to her, I was trying to make some joke with her, showed her my silly face and my silly voice so that our conversations won't be so "stiff".

Besides this, I'm happy because of I've met some new friends in my class, we always "bully" each other, talk crap, talk bad about some lecturers especially Lily *lol*
She's really a bitch in TOA. You can actually hear a lot of stories from the students who under her before, and I'm one of them. No, I should say, I WAS her student in the last semester. I was feeling in jail! She didn't know how to teach. I think her job in TOA isn't a lecturer because she didn't teach us anything about Design I. She only knew to assign homework to us without a good explanation about our assignments, plus, the most importantly, release her tension, her stress, and her anger at us.

She's a Japanese. I thought Japanese is well educated, polite, soft spoken, good manner and so on. WHY this bloody bitch is totally different? She must be abnormal or I should say a MANIAC! Hrmp!

Well the left one is Lily and the right one is Irvin.
My friend really hate Lily so much, you can see from the drawing itself.
F*cking ugly wei :P
p/s: Heard that she's a pregnant lady, but she seems like pregnant for a year dy =_=
So is she pregnant or just having a big big tummy?
I'm actually fine with Irvin, but I've no idea why my classmate hate him so much.
@_@

Well, I just realized that I'm becoming a jumper wei! Eagerly to know why? It's because I'm jumping, my topic~ LOL! =p Got influenced too much from my baby, because he's a real "jumper"! Hahaha~ Sorry baby, put the blame on you, I know you don't mind right =p

Let's move on.. =)

Well, I was chatting with my friend Joanne thru MSN in the past 2 days. We talked about blogging. She said that my blog mainly about my happenings. Ya true, I talk much about my life, my happenings life, but talk less about my thoughts and my feelings. As I know, I'm not good in expressed my feelings in words, but I'm good in talking it out to my friends or whoever. That's the reason why you people seldom see I blog about my feelings and my thoughts, because I'm seriously not good at it. I don't know whether is good or bad, but for sure both of it have their disadvantages and advantages. It's all depends to individual. But I'm learning to express in words. I'm always envy to those people who can express their feelings and thoughts in words. I'm learning, still.

Gotta stop =) Wanto watch my TVB drama in a while and rest early. Tomorrow gotta wake up early around 6.45am because my baby is coming to fetch me at around 7 plus and we wanna go Sunway to meet up with Joanne, James and Ridzuan for their Ad Campaign. They are going to ACT.. HAHA. I'm just go there to laugh! Haha, no la, of cos I wanna learn something from seniors wurt, to see how they do the 30seconds video, the process, aiya, everything la!

Anyhowwww, Tata!

..xoxo..

stress.is.she.is.stress

"AWWWWWWWWWWwwwwwwwwww!"
"AAaaaaaAaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgh!"

s.t.r.e.s.s
=(
=(
=(

stress for anything.
*sniff-sniff*
*sob-sob*
EVERYTHING =(

I wanna release my stress
trying hard to release my stress now.
I wanna go for some trip =(
One day trip also enough for me...
even Cameron pun boleh..
I just need to chill, relax & release my stressss oni mer
T_T

Today is 13/10/2008

Today is another special and important day fer me =)
No, I should say, a special and important day for
*Mr Jocelyn & Mrs Matthew*
Our 4th month Anniversary!
During these 4 months, we had our bad flaws but it's not
going to stop us from being with each other...
We had our ups and down,
but we're still here, together...
But of cos, we had our happy moments, too =)
Our sweet moments being together.
I can't wait to spend my time with my little husband
making sweet memories together.
I love you baby.
My baby gave me a pressie today =)
Although it's not diamond, gold or those expensive expensive stuffs,
but,
I love it so muchhhiieeee!
It's a photo frame of us...
Iz meaningful for me.
I feel so sweeeet when I received from my baby ^^
I feel sweeet is because it's made by his own...
I really do love you baby!
Thanks for always be there for me...
I will never stop lovin you my dear : )
*Mwaaaah*!

hehe, thats my baby's photo frame in his room~

and this is mine ^^

Well, beside dis,
I also upload some random pictures that taken last week~

Nooo... :P

Karen & Angie

Was hanging out at Jasper's place..
OMG, these 2 guys =_=

tata

..xoxo..

Bloody KFC truck!!!!

Today went to have lunch at Chatter box with

my baby, Angie, Karen and Jasper!
I parked my car at the lorong beside the KFC

When we finished our lunch and walked to my car...
MOTHER F*CKER!
I saw my car front light....
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was so shocked and wondering when did I bang it...
BUT I remembered I didn't bang anything wut..
Suddenly there was a worker told us that the KFC driver bang my car
and just LEFT....
WA LAO WEI!
We were so PISSED!!!
Straight to KFC to make complain!
Somehow, the manager couldn't do anything,
The manager gave us the truck car plate number
and the truck warehouse number...
asked us to call them on Monday...
DONT WORRY! For sure I WILL CALL!!!!!
Thank god I have a witness!!!
KFC!!! U can't run away from me!!!!!
*tsk*tsk*!


T_T My carr......!!!!